i can still remember the first time i saw you. long hair, hooded eyes, a soul without a purpose, a heart in another place.

i can still remember the first time i saw you as mine. big smile, stuttering heart, warm eyes, your heart in your hand.

i can still remember the last time i saw you. winking eyes, navy blue shirt, quiet confidence, a heart in the wrong place.

i can’t see you now. i don’t know what you look like, what you are thinking, if you want to see me, where your heart is.

i hope the next time i see you is not the last time i will ever see you. for i do not think i will ever return your heart.